It’s been a rough week
18 Jun 2010 1 Comment
in me
So if you haven’t been able to guess from my recent twitter bitchings, I’m having a rough time. I won’t go into too many details, but I will say, I’m overwhelmed with what I’ve taken on with my photography gigs, I’m having some major issues with self esteem mostly because of the photography gigs but mostly from just being a human being on planet Earth, my family is undergoing some MASSIVE changes that all will come to a head and then never be the same again by the end of the month, and I’m having some personal problems on top of all of this. Needless to say, if I’ve been distant, if I’ve been unavailable, if I’ve seemed “off” or moody or just downright sad, it’s because of a culmination of bad days upon bad days upon even WORSE days and the shit stream goes on for miles in either direction. What I mean to say is, this badness doesn’t seem to have an end.
Wow. I sound really depresso. This is not a cry for help by any means, it’s just a… head’s up, I guess. A head’s up that if I seem not myself, it’s because I’m NOT. And I guess this is also a request to please bare with me and my mood swings while I try to sort all this shit out.
Also, I wrote this at 5am after being awake ALL night except for the hour I slept and was awoken by the sounds of a woman screaming as if she were being attacked, only to have her laugh it off after scream number 3. It scared the shit out of me and I wasn’t able to go back to sleep. I blame the Lakers.
Aloha there, I'm Megan Finley. I'm a 30-something girl, living in Los Angeles with that guy I married and our rescued pets. I work online (a LOT) for the 
Jun 28, 2010 @ 18:09:49
*virtual hugs*
Don’t know what’s going on, don’t need to. The bottom line is that whatever your current situation, you will bounce back. I promise. Nothing negative lasts forever. It’s kind of like nature abhorring a vaccum, I think.
Take the best care of yourself that you can, my friend.
kc